I want you to know that I never don’t think of you,
That I’ll always remember you,
That even though we’ve been through the worst,
We’ve also been through the best,
That you’ve always been my hero,
I’ve always wanted to be just like you,
Even though I may have hurt you,
With all intensions of respect,
I never meant to.
I want you to think of me,
Think of the way things used to be,
I want to be selfish have you all to myself,
Take you out and share you as mine,
I want to always know that you are safe.
I’d love to love you,
But now is to soon,
I want everything to mean something,
I don’t want to go on nonchalantly,
When something’s going on.
I wish for you to know me,
Always hear my voice.
I would love for you to know who I really am,
What I’ve really done.
I want you to know when I’m in a crowd,
I find myself searching for you,
Glancing over my shoulder,
Praying to see your face.
Above all I want you for you,
That’s who I meet and became infatuated with,
Not some wanna be tough guy,
I wanted you because of your gentleness,
For your intimacy,
And for the way you take your time and relax,
I want you for the way you make me feel,
The way I now smile all the time,
How I’m carefree and well,
Because of the joy you gave to me.
I don’t always know what I want,
And you’ve always been a mystery,
Until now,
Until just today everything in my life has come together.
Because I strive to know you,
You’ve kept by my,
So now I’ve started a venture,
Of finding my place.